Category: Head v Heart
What is wrong with people!
Pay it forward….
Check it out….
For All People Living Everyday
All things must come to an end…
I started this blog as a way to vent, share and write. I have enjoyed most of it, but think it’s time to move on. I will be starting a new blog about every day life and challenges of working full time, attending school full time, putting a daughter through college, trying to budget it all, all on my own. I am a very strong and independent woman, because that’s how my mother raised me to be, plus I had very strong female role models growing up. Thanks to all the readers and I look forward to the next chapter of my writing.
Change
Sometimes when you keep doing the same thing over and over, you realize it’s time to change.
Ask me…
I always say I am an open book…so with that said I invite my readers to ask me anything and I will answer as honestly, as I can.
Why I Started This…
I started this blog as I was turning to social media to vent. This was not my finest hour, which I regret every day. Someone suggested I start a blog, so I did. I have not shared this blog with my family, as it’s way to personal and some things may shock them. I have only shared it with a few very close friends. Some have found my blog, as they are blog readers. I don’t write about just one thing, but whatever I am in the mood to write, when I am in the mood to write. My daughter has written a few posts on her point of view. Some have been offended by what I have written, some have thought it was about them. I can say with 100% honesty that sometimes friends share a story or stories with me and have actually told me to write about it in my blog. Sometimes I have shared poems or stories that I have written years ago, some while I was still married. There is no rhyme or reason or time line to my blog. When reading my blog keep in mind it could be something that happen last year, ten years ago or yesterday to me or a friend. Also, some blog posts are a fantasy I wish would have happened to me or a friend shared. Any time I write about a friend, it is with their permission I have posted the entry. My blog isn’t for everyone and to be quite honest, I don’t care if no one reads it, as it is for me and a way to vent and express myself. I have heard from readers thanking me for sharing, as it didn’t make them feel alone, or gave them the strength to take that step and move on. So thanks for reading.
The War of Your Thoughts
The internal war in your soul
Something you can not control
The war between your head and heart
Something that can tear you apart
The thoughts drip over and over like a leaky pipe
Something that drops again and again even after you wipe
The thoughts build drop after drop like a puddle of water
Something you wish you could in your mind alter
The thoughts spread through your head
Something you begin to dread
The thoughts are like a tornado swirling around
Something at times that gets you down
The thoughts have you wrestling which way to go
Something that gets you feeling so low
The thoughts you hope will fight it out
Something you hope happens and gives you no doubts